Tuesday, March 16, 2010

May be we Need Each Other



When you're not around,
I understand how much I need you.
Even if you can`t let go of the past,
i`ll still be there for you tomorrow.


I died inside when you didn't come running to my door,
I should have done more.
I hate the fact that you say you miss me,
but you dont do anything about it


Loving you was easy,
Losing you was hard.
Loving you is still easy, but
Knowing you are no longer mine
Is the hardest of it all


It has been a month or two since I last
saw your face. That smile that always made
me feel right at home . I try to tell myself
that I don't miss you, and I'm getting pretty
good at it overtime. It's just at night, staring
up at the starless sky with tears down my
cheeks, I know it's not true.I know.


Maybe I should call & tell you "I love you"
Or maybe I should call & tell you I had that dream again
You know the one,
Where we're somehow back together
Where it seems like you still care
Or maybe I should just call & tell you
"It'll never be the same without you here."


Maybe that's just your way
of dealing with the pain.
Forgetting everything between our rise and fall.
Like we never loved at all.

Monday, March 15, 2010

How Much I Love You !!




I can't tell a soul...I love u.
Though my heart begs me to.
Every romantic songs reminds me of you, and every time i see a happy couple
I wish they were you and me.

Sometimes I write ur name and stare it wistfully,
As i imagine how great our lives together would be...
But i can’t tell a soul.. I love u !!

I can’t even tell u, I wrote a poem about you,trying to express the depth of my emotion,
Hoping to make you understand the breadth of my devotion,
But the words were not enough.
I could not explain how strongly i feel about you;
I could not describe the volatile mix of joy and pain,
Because I can’t tell a soul.. I love u !!

Sometimes I feel Like my need to see u is consuming me inside,
And sometimes when i think about you i tremble..
My love for you is never easy to hide.
I called my best friend.. to explain how much i love u..
But the words stalled on my tongue, and again, I had to pretend...
Because i can't tell a soul .. I love u !!

I sat on the beach and drew a heart in the sand while i though about you.
I imagined the joy of being with u, or simply holding ur hand.
I wanted to find u; I wanted to tell u how much i love u
No matter what you do.

As the tide dashed into steal the heart and carry it off to the sea
Where it would remain for eternity,
I decided that I can never tell you ,
I love you,
But i will always try to show you !!