Can't Help Myself !!

I'm not supposed to want u;
I'm not supposed to care,
and yet i spend my time dreaming
of all that we could share.

I am not supposed to think about you
or wonder where u've been,
but no matter how i fight it,
thoughts of u sneak in.

I am not supposed to yearn so,
Always wishing u were here,
but i hunger for ur kisses,
and I long to draw u near .

I am not supposed to imagine
where u are and what u do.
I know i shouldn't cater
to a single thought of you.

I am not supposed to need u.
I know these things, I do.
and yer i can't help myself,
cos i fell in love with u !!!

Missing You !!!

Have you ever bothered to realize
How much u mean to me?
I care so much for you inside
and miss you so deeply.

My mind is always curious about
the way things might have been.
As days go by and time goes by,
I Look back once again!!!

All the time I held you in my arms,
I had the whole world right there.
There u were,comforting me with
all of ur charms!!

Every little kiss from u
was like a dream come true.
This love that i have inside my heart,
It all belonged to u!!

Its funny , all those little things
I never thought i'd miss,
Like all those conversations we had,
Or the first time we kissed.

I guess that what i'm trying to say,
is I Miss and ove u more each day!
it hurts me not to see you,
or not to know if you're OK.

I want you to understand
that i loved u from the start,
and i want you to know,
no matter how many miles we may be apart,
u'll always hold a special place in my heart !!

Missing you badly !!!

I've been thinking of YOU !!!

I've been thinking
about you lately
I can't seem to get you
out of my head.
I try so hard
but thinking about the
Memories is something i dread.

They bring me back to the times when
I was once happy and everything was OK.
I always think to myself how i would
Give everything to go back to theat day.

To the day when we were once
Happy and everything was all right.
And i could go to sleep knowing you
Were mine every single night .

I hate thinking about it that
I have to admit it just makes me want to CRY
And my biggest question i ask myself and
Mostly why??

Why do i still care when u hurt me
More than words could ever say
why do i wish for things to go back
Like in the old days.

Do you have the answer because
I would surely like to know,
why you hurt me sooo bad but
I can't seem to let you go !!!

If Only Dreams Could come True !!

Tonight as i struggle to sleep
All i can do is think of you
Wanting to hold you in my arms
and make sweet love to u !!

Tears slowly cloud my world,
As i hold my pillow tight
wishing u were beside me
to make things right !!

I cry myself to sleep
having dreams of you
you lying beside me
and cuddling me too!!

We looked into each other's eyes
and that's all it took
A night of passionate love
we could have wrote a book.

I've never felt more loved
than i did this one night
It was just perfect
and things felt so right!!

Then i felt my pillow damp
the tears had fell like rain
I realized you weren't there
Then i felt the pain !!

Once again,Only a dream
that had seemed so real
the tears now unbearable
will my heart ever heal ??

I Gave my heart to u
I set my standards high
I Laid my eyes on you,
I laughed n Cried with u,
I told you my hopes n dreams,
My love and Fears !!!

My tears I shed all over ur shoulder,
In the end,
I came to see that you were
the only one i could ever trust.
When i see you,
My face lights up with aspiration n happiness.
when we talk, I can feel that load unload
with soothing words from you !!

I have the feeling of love in my heart,
In my mind,I say " you don't mean a thing."
In my words, I say " You are just a friend."
But in the deep end of my heart,
I think of only You!!

When I tell you my expectations
You tell me never to fall short of what i want,
but only one thing stands in the way -
You are a friend!!

CAN I STILL LOVE YOU THE WAY THAT I DO ??

A Place for you in my heart !!

As i Walk alone along the shore,
feeling the cool water woothe my feet...
I m lost in deep thoughts of u,heavenly thoughts
I smile remembering , ur touch, kiss n ur farm embrace !!

I Look into the distance beyond the waves,
n i feel a warm glow from deep within...
I m so caught up in this magical moment,
Feeling u all around me ,inside e,
You r the epitome of move,
and now i know for sure YOU all tht i need !!

You came into my world,
forging love into this heart of mine,so deep n true...
I m hopelessly addicted to ur love
and u r the only one for me
Just like a dream,
Our interwined hearts has become one !!

When i look into ur grey eyes,
I feel as if i am drowning in Pure love...
And i can only look forward to the days
When u n me are together forever
My love i know some people searcj
their whole lives , for a love like ours
I have found a way to let you into my heart,
and i am never going to Let you out !!!

Dreaming

The way i feel when i think of you,
This feeling is unbearable ,
I just break down and cry.
I need you now more then ever,
With out you i think
I will fade away

Everday, everynight i see you
In my dreams which slowly turn to nightmares
As i watch as you dissapear once again

I know now we wont be together forever
But baby i miss you
And without you i am nothing

One day soon i hope you remeber the love deep down
Which will never fade like i will
But whenever you think of me i am here for you

For i am always dreaming of you ...