Thursday, May 6, 2010

I Can Never Ask for More




Gazing at the stars in a dark cold night
Uttering sweet words beneath pale moonlight
I wish u can see I wish u can hear
I wish u can kiss and hold me tight!!

I close my eyes and shed those tears
thinking how far u r from me
then I look above and see the stars
how they light,they glitter and sparkle
despite how far they are by sight!!

I find myself smiling as i realize
that though distance between us
kept us apart but only in body
and never in heart!!

You gave me reason to smile
you gave me reason to hope
you gave me so much and
I can Never ask for more

and, If I have one thing to thanks right now
That's when u came into my life !!!

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

I just want one more day with you...




I'm so sad and depressed
Is all I want to do is rest
I go to sleep at night
But my dreams I just can't fight

I think of you lying in that bed
And wonder if there is anything I could have said
I wish you were still here
But I know that you are still near

I love you more than you know
I just wish you didn't have to go
I just want one more day with you
And I know that's what you would have wanted too

I miss you more and more each day
There is so much more we had to say
I know I will see you again
But my life is just started to begin.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

May be we Need Each Other



When you're not around,
I understand how much I need you.
Even if you can`t let go of the past,
i`ll still be there for you tomorrow.


I died inside when you didn't come running to my door,
I should have done more.
I hate the fact that you say you miss me,
but you dont do anything about it


Loving you was easy,
Losing you was hard.
Loving you is still easy, but
Knowing you are no longer mine
Is the hardest of it all


It has been a month or two since I last
saw your face. That smile that always made
me feel right at home . I try to tell myself
that I don't miss you, and I'm getting pretty
good at it overtime. It's just at night, staring
up at the starless sky with tears down my
cheeks, I know it's not true.I know.


Maybe I should call & tell you "I love you"
Or maybe I should call & tell you I had that dream again
You know the one,
Where we're somehow back together
Where it seems like you still care
Or maybe I should just call & tell you
"It'll never be the same without you here."


Maybe that's just your way
of dealing with the pain.
Forgetting everything between our rise and fall.
Like we never loved at all.

Monday, March 15, 2010

How Much I Love You !!




I can't tell a soul...I love u.
Though my heart begs me to.
Every romantic songs reminds me of you, and every time i see a happy couple
I wish they were you and me.

Sometimes I write ur name and stare it wistfully,
As i imagine how great our lives together would be...
But i can’t tell a soul.. I love u !!

I can’t even tell u, I wrote a poem about you,trying to express the depth of my emotion,
Hoping to make you understand the breadth of my devotion,
But the words were not enough.
I could not explain how strongly i feel about you;
I could not describe the volatile mix of joy and pain,
Because I can’t tell a soul.. I love u !!

Sometimes I feel Like my need to see u is consuming me inside,
And sometimes when i think about you i tremble..
My love for you is never easy to hide.
I called my best friend.. to explain how much i love u..
But the words stalled on my tongue, and again, I had to pretend...
Because i can't tell a soul .. I love u !!

I sat on the beach and drew a heart in the sand while i though about you.
I imagined the joy of being with u, or simply holding ur hand.
I wanted to find u; I wanted to tell u how much i love u
No matter what you do.

As the tide dashed into steal the heart and carry it off to the sea
Where it would remain for eternity,
I decided that I can never tell you ,
I love you,
But i will always try to show you !!

Friday, January 1, 2010

Can't Help Myself !!



I'm not supposed to want u;
I'm not supposed to care,
and yet i spend my time dreaming
of all that we could share.

I am not supposed to think about you
or wonder where u've been,
but no matter how i fight it,
thoughts of u sneak in.

I am not supposed to yearn so,
Always wishing u were here,
but i hunger for ur kisses,
and I long to draw u near .

I am not supposed to imagine
where u are and what u do.
I know i shouldn't cater
to a single thought of you.

I am not supposed to need u.
I know these things, I do.
and yer i can't help myself,
cos i fell in love with u !!!

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Missing You !!!



Have you ever bothered to realize
How much u mean to me?
I care so much for you inside
and miss you so deeply.

My mind is always curious about
the way things might have been.
As days go by and time goes by,
I Look back once again!!!

All the time I held you in my arms,
I had the whole world right there.
There u were,comforting me with
all of ur charms!!

Every little kiss from u
was like a dream come true.
This love that i have inside my heart,
It all belonged to u!!

Its funny , all those little things
I never thought i'd miss,
Like all those conversations we had,
Or the first time we kissed.

I guess that what i'm trying to say,
is I Miss and ove u more each day!
it hurts me not to see you,
or not to know if you're OK.

I want you to understand
that i loved u from the start,
and i want you to know,
no matter how many miles we may be apart,
u'll always hold a special place in my heart !!

Missing you badly !!!

Sunday, December 6, 2009

I've been thinking of YOU !!!



I've been thinking
about you lately
I can't seem to get you
out of my head.
I try so hard
but thinking about the
Memories is something i dread.

They bring me back to the times when
I was once happy and everything was OK.
I always think to myself how i would
Give everything to go back to theat day.

To the day when we were once
Happy and everything was all right.
And i could go to sleep knowing you
Were mine every single night .

I hate thinking about it that
I have to admit it just makes me want to CRY
And my biggest question i ask myself and
Mostly why??

Why do i still care when u hurt me
More than words could ever say
why do i wish for things to go back
Like in the old days.

Do you have the answer because
I would surely like to know,
why you hurt me sooo bad but
I can't seem to let you go !!!