I wish you could understand my Silence..

You don't know how bad I need you here with me,

I need you more than anything more than I need to breathe.

How do I last now that my heart has grown so cold,

Being without you its like my heart was put on hold.

How do I stay warm without you to hold me tight,

I wish I was in your arms and everything was right.

When I'm with you my body becomes weak,

I want to say I love you but its really hard to speak.

I get this amazing feeling from my head down to my toes,

I cant explain it I'm like the only one who knows.

I wish I could tell you exactly how I feel,

But words cant explain it this feelings just to real.

I'll start off with,

I miss how your voice sounds to me,

I miss the feeling of you laughing in my arms,

I miss that smile you had.

I feel so many things that it's hard to describe

Sometimes it makes me stutter over my words

I miss the way you areI miss everything you say,

everything you do makes me smile and laugh.

I miss holding you in my arms,

I miss being stupid with you.

I miss listening to music with you whether I like it or not whether you like it or not .

I miss you so much and I cant wait to see your face,

Cuz when were together my heart begins to race.

I miss our walkings

I miss holding your hand until i fell asleep

When I'm with you it’s like no one can get in my way,

Even when were apart I think about you all day.

I wish you could understand my silence
It simply says - I miss being with you

& I miss everything about us!!

My Thoughts of you !!

How can you love someone

you have never seen,

with a feeling so passionate that it makes ur heart

skip a beat at the sound of his voice ??

How can you feel his hands on you

when he has never touched you?

How can you feel his lips kiss yours

when he has never whispered your name in the night??

A love with such passion

that life could have never known.

It in your wildest dreams or

if it could ever be possible would you turn it away in fear

that it could not be real for you had never known such a love?

For this love i would take the chance of heartbreak.

for I have known a lifetime of heartbreak

& heartbreak in itself is of a temporary nature if we allow it to be .

But to know just one moment in my life with

such passion, such feeling,such want, such need,

I wiyld give myself entirely

without regret,without sorrow,without remorse to you

your wants , your needs,

your love, your life .

To deny such a love would be the most fatal of mistakes

to deny myself your love would be an injustice within itself to the name of love.

To have a love based on a spiritual

not physical beginning,

could only result in the most special of loves.

The love you wait a lifetime for

and a love so strong that heaven nor earth could stop it from being.

A love for you and I

A love for Eternity.

Reality of Life...

Life isn’t just full of happiness,

It’s sunsets,it’s love, it’s tears.

It’s the thoughts of yesterday’s memories,

That can wash away all out fears.

It’s that very painful experience,

That each one of us has had.

It’s the laughter that fills the air,

It’s the tears when you are sad.

It’s loving that someone special,

That at one time made you smile.

It’s the pain of losing that person,

But the memories that make it worthwhile.

It’s the child in every one of us,

Although in time we’ll all be old.

It’s the good times we’ll never forget,

It’s the memories we’ll always hold.

It’s the hug that we all need,

When we’d rather drown in our sorrow.

It’s the hope in every one of us.

That makes us hold on for tomorrow !!!